NEVERNEVER
"Feeling surreal, believing in what I feel",could you please turn away 'cause you're standing in line of a mother who will not see the truth about her child the truths among her kind, get a reason for asking, you passed in, could a real parent be everlasting.
Never did I feel
Never could I feel
Never did I kneel
Never could appeal
(Never shout at me)
"Transparent glass covering the routes my past, with the help of another I will manage to believe in the real and search no more." I know he can, you know he can, they know she can but we're too tied up with looking for what we've found, trying to keep it safe and sound.
Never did I feel
Never could I feel
Never did I kneel
Never could appeal
(Never shout at me)
CRACK IN ME
Shatter like glass, break like a bone, hear the fear in your head when you're bleeding all alone, cannot feel my feet, cannot grind my teeth, feeling all alone in my cone, all alone. What is broken can't be mended, never blended to sophisticated ways of clever speeches, come the breaches, want to rectify the incorrect that cannot connect with the functions at work within me.
Crack in me is decency and honesty, my Achilles' heel
Shatter like glass, break like a bone, now I've heard the fear in what you said, you're leaving me alone, when the smoke clears and the warmth slips out the door you'll wonder is it all worth giving up, worth lying for. Perfect teeth is all that you need to make a false smile beautiful with which I will eventually reach my destination, how I get there I don't care but I will cause I dare to see past the shedded tear.
Crack in me is decency and honesty my Achilles' heel
Shatter like glass, break like a bone
Crack in me is decency and honesty my Achilles' heel
TIRED OF FIGHTING
I've kept it under wraps so long, held back, I've sung my song with contents underdogged, I can't hold back no more, I've seen the world go by in trains, in TV screens and aeroplanes, yesterday's gone, it never stays but it always comes back for me
Tried to fight it but I'm so tired of fighting
I'll shut myself off, shove it back, pull forwards, shut my eyes, I'll shut the blinds this time and next, shut 'em all I will. This talkshow host identity, this drunk magician that is me, tick away, please, take it, take all this useless pride
Leave my soul ajar, tired of hiding
Leave it, man, I'm tired of fighting
Tried to fight it but I'm so tired of fighting
I've kept it under wraps so long, held back, I've sung my song with contents underdogged, I can't hold back no more
Leave my soul ajar, tired of hiding
Leave it, man, I'm tired of fighting
Tried to fight it but I'm so tired of fighting
LADDER
I want to swallow it all
It makes me more vindictive
But what's the use, I refuse to lose to stupidity
And all the scary absurdity
It really came into my mind
That I've earned all that shit that I've been dealing with
No doubt about it
Just about to lose it
I tried to make sense
A barbed wire fence that grows around me
Thicker, higher and closer
I guess it won't hit you till you're falling off your ladder
So I swallowed it all
No words, no wisdom
No need to preach about living my life cause of the fall of man
No regrets, no apologies
By the way whose fault it is?
When the things are getting far enough
Far beyond understanding
Taking off and then landing
Mentality: wannabe, try-to-be
Fake reality
Domesticated
Supposed X-rated
A child forever
Eternally sentenced
I guess it won't hit you till you're falling off your ladder
TAPROOT
The sounds, I surround you with headnods, make or brake, carry on with my swansong which you can1t relate to, time is glue in which you've sticked your finger into, feel like peaches, spin the wheel with Jesus, carry on with our sound and figure out what it teaches, do you feel privileged? Can you feel compassion? Do you understand the passion imprisoned by misfortune? I know, I know, strike one, strike two, you know you've lost it, broken faucet, no return, what the fuck is a third degree burn? Unspoken, silent to death.
Sway on to my block, yo! I'm in ya corner, bring down the curtain with my authority of a senior, treat you a ringside seat to my life with a phi beta caca-wife dressed for success, strive for mint, I'll give you a hint, yes? Pop a vein on the threshold of stress, see me walk out the door, watch me, I will, I can, span of man, spam of man, hey I'm not the biggest fan, but still support the cause, uneducated, unknowing, can you hold me responsible, will you? Soothe the blue groom with a boom, perfection deception perception inflative vocation, values? Moral? Humanity?
Taproot.
Quiescent.
Visual charm combined with the audio experience, feeling the surface, be the soil under the fence, the judge, jury and the executioner of the comparative importance, a mans stance on newspaper stands, sandstorms born regardless of the freezing glance, you dance under cold bridges, rapid twitches, sneaky snitches, every child ain't born under the flag of finesse, so I ask again: do you feel privileged? Think of hearing my voice and think again, ponder that very hard and we'll agree my friend, I know we will, it's a thrill: find a bill deep in your pocket, you had forgotten all about it but it's always been there just rediscover it
Taproot.
Quiescent.
Unclean.
Unpure.
Solitude.
Make a step toward the light cause I know you see it
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